My look in 'Kajolrekha' has won plenty of praise

To be honest, I am having one of the best times of my life. I don’t have the words to express this emotion. I can’t wait to see myself on the big screen. I don’t know when that time will come. But I’ve heard that it will be soon. The audience won’t have to wait that long.

After the realty show, ‘Shera Nachiye’, I was acting in dramas. A few directors offered me roles in their films at that time. But I declined, for either I didn’t like the story or there were some other issues. But, when I heard the story of this film from Giasuddin Selim, I agreed to it blindly. And I thought to myself, I had been waiting all these days for this kind of story after all!

I have taken preparation for three years. Giasuddin Selim had given me a lot of books of different genres to read. Apart from that he would ask me to play all different sorts of characters, not just ‘Kajolrekha’.

And going through the process, I turned into the proper ‘Kajolrekha’ one day. It has been one of the exceptional journeys of my acting career. All the things I have learned during the rehearsal and shooting of the film, would come to great use in my acting life in future.

On the very first day I went to the shooting floor. I had had days of grooming before starting with the shooting. And, I didn’t feel any different standing in front of the camera. However, it wasn’t possible for me to pull this character off without the grooming.

I was super nervous before going into shooting. I used to think that I wouldn’t be able to act in front of the camera, I would forget everything. And I’ll be scolded by the director. But as soon as I stood before the camera, I wasn’t scared anymore.

Then director Giasuddin Selim one day said to me, “So Mandira, have you learnt to act?” The comment Giasuddin Selim made, rings in my ears even today. A comment like this from a director of this caliber is extremely inspiring for a newcomer like me.

I have seen them all. His debut film ‘Monpura’ is one of my all-time favourites. I was probably in school when I watched that film in a cinema hall with my mother in Khulna. And, I have seen the rest including ‘Swapnajaal’.

I feel really good about it. I am so excited. What could be more delightful than the fact that I am about to appear before the audience as ‘Kajolrekha’. However, I don’t know anything about how the audience will receive it or how they will love it.

So, I’m also nervous about it. Since the first look and music of the film was released, wherever I go everyone wants to know about ‘Kajolrekha’. Many have also praised my look in the film.

I started my career with the reality show, ‘Shera Nachiye’. Then I stepped into the world of acting with a drama of Wahid Anam. Before that, I was engaged with dance only.

I worked in another film. I have Arifin Shuvoo as my costar in that film titled ‘Neel Chokro’. Actually he’s my childhood crush and I’m a fan of his acting. Now I’m working as a heroine against him. It feels really good.

I want to act in better characters more. I want to portray such characters that will remain in people’s memory for a long time.  

While I do perform in dance shows now and then, I am continuing with the regular practice though.